impermanence
and all the while
in every molecule
of awkward grief
sitting here, close
in patient stillness
the field of being breathes us
like dust in a whirl or
leaves on a breeze
love once confined by our thoughts
our histories, slips past the knots
like a skilled magician
you keep trying to understand
while the tender business
of loss is guiding you
moment by moment
to rooms of opulent longing
©Clelia Vahni Lewis 2022